random thoughts

im just chillin in my bed listening to music and all i could think about was how boring my life has been! like wtf. the first thing that comes to my mind when i think about my high skool life was how boring it was. i NEVER went out, well hardly. and even during the summers id go out like maybe 10 times the enitre summer or sumtimes even less. and i have pretty much nothing to show for my high school life. i never went to parties or anything, i never really had anything super interesting happen to me. like theres little things here and there but its mostly empty LOL. and i kinda stress about my college life cuz its HALF the time of high school and during the first week of school, which is frosh week, ive done NOTHING!!! ive only gone to class and came back home. and then i c all these other ppl out partying and having a good time and living their lives and all i can think is, why cant i do that? like i aint trying to say that im a party animal or sumthing and i wanna go out and get drunk and shit, that aint me but man i like to party! who doesnt right? ive hardly ever partied! i feel as if i havent lived my life as a teenager and yo ima be 20 years old when im done school. thats pushing old to me. LOL and with my profession it requiers a shit load of my time so ill hardly ever have time for partying or anytyhing so fuck i wanna live my life while i can! i feel like i wanna go back in time and start alll over and take advantage of my youth. youth only lasts so long and i dont wanna act and be older then i actually am. i wanna be a teenager for once and not some1 that goes and gets what they HAVE TO get done, done and call it a day. i dont want that, at least not yet im not ready to leave behind my social life, NOT EVEN CLOSE! so i wanna get out there andd party, make friends, and all that shit. i just wanna do things that ppl my age do. i dont wanna be doing things that ppl that are 50 years old do. I WANNA BE MY AGE!!!

my life aint interesting LMAO

well 2day i didnt really doing anytihng i went downtown and just kinda chilled after i went to class. but 2day when i was walking with a few of my friends i saw a mitsubishi lancer evolution 8 that was all modded up driving along toward importfest and all of a sudden i started jumping up and down and yelling and shit and pratically getting a boner off of it and no1 else was freaking out with me LMAO i felt kinda like a loser but i dont care i FRIGGIN LOVED THAT DAM CAR LMAO. meh im not interesting i guess LMAO AAAANNNYYYWWAAAYYSSS ya i think thats it anyways LMAO bye LOL

so many ppl yet no1 to talk 2

i gotta talk about sumthin that kinda bothers me. on msn an all that, ive got alot of ppl, well not alot but like a good amount, and i usually never talk to many of them. like theres ppl that i want to talk 2 but it always feels like they never wanna talk back to me. like do i smell bad over msn or sumthin? LOL its always kinda bothered me and i just wanted to talk about it a little bit. and i know that like u cant talk to every1, every minute of everyday, that just isnt practical and watever but yo say hi now and then and show me that ur still alive or sumtihn LOL. and once in a while id like to not be the one to start the conversation LOL.

TODAY SUKED!!!

HOLY CRAP TODAY SUKED!!! its not that it was a bad day necessarily but man its sucked harder then paris hilton (haha dirty joke ;) :P). okay so i woke up at 5:30 and got ready for school k? then i get to the subway and watever take that to skool and i get to skool only 2 find out that the classroom has been changed so i have no friggin clue where im going and i feel like im going to be late. luckily i see of my classmates in this random as kitchen so i go in there and i ask them whats going on in here and they said this is where they were moved. so im like ok good shit, i found the dam place. so the chef shows us around the kitchen and how it will b going and i got my station assigned to me (im in a dam corner) and i got let out of class 3 hours early (its a 4 hour class AND the chefs say its not enough time for the class, awesome. LMAO) it might sound like gettin let out that early is good, it wasnt. i had a 1 hour break after that class so in total i had FOUR HOURS to waste. theres nothing to do at 9am so i walked around a bit and decided to head down to eaton centre and see if it was open, it wasnt. at least i got to check out some part of the toronto international film festival even venue which was kool i guess but then i headed back to king station where my school is around. i go to dundas subway station and the train is friggin delayed, AWESOME. so im just standing there with a 50 lbs bag on my bag and carrying a plastic bag with 20lb safety shoes in my hand. even tually the train got going and i got back safe and sound LOL. but then i still had 3 1/2 hours left so i went for a little walk. i ended up going to winners and finding a book store there. LOL there was nothing good in that winners so that bumed me out cuz thats 1 of my favorite stores CUZ ITS SO DAM CHEAP!!! (prolly like it so much cuz of my filipino side LMAO) anyways after that i went to mcdonalds and chilled there outside a bit b4 i got attacked by pidgeons LOL. so then i walked some more and some more and even tually met up with my friend for like 20 minutes and then i was by myself again. so i went and sat down on a bench by myself for like an hour and i went to class. the rest of the day is regular so not gonna complain about that but DAYUM it sucked being alone for more then 3 hours in downtown toronto with nothing to do! i shoulda bought a book for me to read or sumthing LMAO. you live and u learn i always say. LOL

boring day

well nuthin really happened today, i woke up late today tho. i was supposed 2 wake up at 5:30 but i woke up at 6:30 and i ended up being like 10 minutes later for class and the prof was pissed at me. LOL o well watever its my first time in that class anyways LOL so ya ill find sumthin 2 blog about since my day wasnt that interesting but for now im done im still waking up from my 3 hour nap. LOL

FIRST DAY

okay so today was my first day of college. god DAYUM was it hektik! okay so this is how my day went. 4:30 am, im laying in bed waiting for 5:30 to take a shower and get ready to go. 7:40am, im in downtown toronto looking for the dam place where my class is supposed to be! it ended up being in a friggin movie theatre! and i ended up being 1 hour and 20 minutes early for my class so i just sat on a bench for an hour xD. and then during that class (food theory) the prof told me that if i miss 3 labs in my culinary skills class ill automatically fail!!! YA!!! 3 MISSED CLASSES AND I FAIL!!!! HOLY CRAP!!! and thne i had a 2 hour break in between my classes so i went to st.lawerence market and took a look around to see what was goin on in there. it smelt really weird so i left LMAO. and there was this 1 guy that was creepin me out cuz of how he looked at me, it looked like he wanted to eat my face or sumthin LMAO but anyways, i eventually got a hold of eeya and we kinda walked around for a bit and then some how we saw frankie and her friend christina i tihnk her name was. LOL anyways i was pretty happy that i wasnt gonna b by myself on tuesdays LOL and then i went and walked eeya to her class carrying my 50lb bag and i walked back to my campus and saw frankie, christina and billy! and then we kinda went into the campus and loafted for a bit and then i went and got changed for my banquet and production kitchen class. and then i went in there and whatever. OMG I ALMOST FORGOT! THERES THIS GUY IN MY CLASS WITH 1 ARM!!! i felt so bad for him but i get mad respect for the guy! all i know is i dont wanna be in his group when we need to cook LMAO that was mean but its kinda true LMAO. anyways, that class ended up being cut short cuz its a 3 hours class i think? but ya we werent cooking that day so we got 2 go early! and theni went to the bookstore to see if i could buy some more of my stuff that i need for skool, BUT NOOO I GOTTA GOT TO A BAG CHECK IN TO GET INTO THE DAM STORE!!! AND THE LINE WENT OUTSIDE THE DAM CAMPUS!!!! so i was like "PACK DAT SHIET!!! *filipino accent btw*"HAHAHA anyways after that i went to see if i could change up the time of my class on friday cuz its from 3-6 and i want it earlier but nooooo everything is full..... friggin asians! (gotta blame it on someone or something right? LMAO) and ya i just went to my dads after that and my mom picked me up and i came home and cooked some salmon and YA thats my day, hope u enjoyed reading it LMAO (friggin losers LMAO) k bye!

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"my mind is the ink, my thought's the pen, this blog is the notepad." - paul sweet ROFL!!! i thought i sounded kinda kool till i said that the blog is the notepad LMAO